@oddtail@meow.social I totally agree. Some days I'm "meh" and not very negative about being afab. And im like "omfg am i not trans?!?!? what?!?"

And then other days im super depressed about it, but thats when I have the energy for that. Dysphoria is weird. Im sort of.. lowering it? Like, im being fine about the parts I cant get surgery on bc I cant afford it. I'd like top surgery but if I never get it then I'm stuck with, as my husband says, "boy boobs".

And silly things like that end up making me feel less dysphoric lol